Emotions Coming

It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me and I'm feeling good. 

Feeling good. A song I love, but not an emotion. Yes it's a new dawn and a new day. But it's not a new life nor am I feeling good.

At this very moment I am feeling very.. in harmony.In harmony with myself, but not in harmony with the world. I have never really fitted in in this world and that's also one of the reasons why I always hide away in better places. Outsider is the right word for me. Physically inside this world. Outside in my dreams.
 
I wouldn't really say that I am in complete harmony with myself because I am not at all. Maybe peaceful is better, but still not in peace with myself.  What I am trying to say is..

 An outsider feeling peacefully inside and at this very moment harmony exists in her mind but only inside never outside the child's mind.

The Silence

How to you take away the silence?
Well.. you could talk and fill the room with words or you could laugh and fill the room with laughter.. You could also fill the room with pain, letting people now how angry you are with the world by smashing furniture against the wall. The sound of glass splintering can always tell just how upset you are.
You could also cry. Sad tears, angry tears or tears of joy, the sound of a dog barking, the sounds of music, the sounds of movement! Every. Single. Sound. Fills the room and takes away the silence, but everything must come to and end and silence always win.

The thoughts of a silence girl alone in her room at night.